to hold yourself together – is to keep yourself from falling a
by all means, even if it means to cage oneself.
this post is an optimistic one, sorta rare.
learning to detach:
sieving out emotion from action, maybe this is the way to go
i might be on the right path after all.
but… is that structure, or free form?
a certain opportunist recently taught me what it meant to be unconditional. limitless, impulsive, experimental, bold. unbridled as we allow, but that for now
will have to wait.
do, don’t think – don’t let the heart think, let the mind strategise and structure.
this way, too, restricts your emotions from running so freely as to drive you insane.
the future is scary – trying to be composed in dealing with the uncertainty is proving to be quite a challenge.
i will get through this phase, and i will keep on keeping on.