distance, i need to take a step back for introspection.
you, you want otherwise – for us to take a step forward.
learning restraint and constraint,
and yet with you i have violated the constraints – as how the boundaries have blurred.
i told you before – you were my fear.
rephrased with greater precision – i was afraid of the zero sum game we were playing, and the possibility that both of us (if not, either) would get hurt fiddling with fire.
i am curious – this thrill is one that threads on a fine line between safety and risks, a highly volatile mass of uncertainty.
this, and we, are a contradiction
there is assurance around you, despite the fear and attempt at cautiousness to you
i don’t know how to proceed and handle with care